Not Being Me (an update)
So, I’ve gained a buttload of weight (literally, my butt has inflated) and it’s making me feel so uncomfortable. I look at pictures of kawaii girls and I want to be so cute like that but I’m too fat and I’m not cute and it’s not cool and yuckyuckyuck.
I want to be adorable.
Except I want to be creepy too. I want to be weird like a sweet angelic girl with a knife concealed behind her back, I want to be evil and scary and lovely but… I feel too fat.
Urgh life







